AyyuB’s journey of LiFe

Thanks!

Thanks to:

-Baby for spending a lovely Monday with me. Helping me to really enjoy my term break and assuring me that my ego is intact, after all. This is one of the main reasons why you are invaluable to me!

-Baby again! For the ring you got for me. I lost the old one months ago and i am sorry, will take extra attention to where i put valuable items when i play soccer in future!

-God who give me the chance to be patient and reflect myself better.

-My parents for being so accomodating and always take heart in teaching me and sharing with me about the values of Faith in God and buying me an English translated Quran.

-Ming for being a great brother. Showing signs of growing old despite still being crazy and sore about losing. Appreciate your commitment to the family and your morale support for me when i needed it.

-Friends who remains sincere in our friendships and took effort in having a conversation with me, attempting to get me to lepak, able to hold absolute no grudges despite our differences in opinions.

-Fernando Torres for that winning header which made me scream out ‘GOAL!’. Proving that form is temporary, class is permanent.

-’FRIENDS’ Sitcom, which continues to make me laugh almost every night from 1am-2am. Chandler, i like you because we’re alike. Joey, you’re so funny! Rozz, you are the best nerd in the show ever! Phoebe’s so weird and funny, Rachel’s always hot and Monica i admire your winning mentality!

No thanks (refer to ming)

No Thanks to:

-those who pretended to be a friend, if any! Bitch behind my back? Well, only got two words for ya: S**K IT!

-MDIS for making it difficult for me to log into the school learning web portal, making module(s) selection process challenging.

-MDIS street soccer tournament for not being able to include us in the competition for being incapable of earning more revenue and cater to more teams.

-those playing soccer and not asking me to join them regardless if i am on one week holiday!

-those that cannot keep their personal dislikings for me aside and dont have the courage to be sincere with me. I will really appreciate friends that are able to tell me what they dont like about me without affecting our relationships.

-Ryan Giggs whose goal help Liverpool to go second again. I dont deny that my Baby’s favourite player is a class player all the way.

-Taufiq in a motor accident. I have always dislike motor cycles because of the accidents, the injuries and the money that my poor friends worry about. Get well soon bro.

-those peeps who judged me like they know everything. But it’s ok, i am lucky to have more people that values me than people like you!

After my exams, instead of destressing the way Ayyub normally do, i found out that it’s more meaningful to spend more time at home doing constructive things for my own life. I spent Friday going to watch ”The Curios Case of Benjamin Button” with Baby and i thought it was a lovely story about love and responsibility. Yes, Baby there’s more to the show other then Brad Pitt. Given a choice, i would rather choose to grow up normally, i mean growing old instead or growing young. But, if it’s God’s will then i will accept it fully. Knowing that he cant possibly raise his own child, he chose to do other meaningful things and i would have done the same. It takes great strength and courage to leave the ones you love dearly to your heart. It was sad at the end seeing him losing his memory and died as a baby. Baby cried but i didnt..

curious_case_of_benjamin_button

I spent my Saturday playing a friendly match for my ex-crew of McDonald’s. They were really short of players and in the 2nd half, we played with 8 players. Despite going 3-1 up at one point, we lost the game 6-4. I thought it was a great game for me personally to learn to contain my frustrations. I played sweeper in the 2nd half, haha, managed to pull off some offside traps. The best thing was the opponents had 3 Redbacks players playing! Irwando, Abang Sani and Izat. I scored a acute angle freekick in the first half to level the scores 1-1. I was personally happy to have a real run out and to score from another freekick really tells me to have more faith in my ability. Last year, i scored a total of 5 freekicks: 2 for Redbacks, 3 for Cairnhill. Today was my first freekick goal and i was really glad to pull it off.

freekick attempt

Baby has been working of late, despite having spent Friday with her, i still miss her a lot. I can sense her dissatisfaction as we went home on Friday night. I have been making sure that i dont end up not coming home anymore. At my age of coming 28yrs old, i really should stop as much as nonsense as possible. Without Abang in the house anymore, i need to set a good example for Ming too. Perhaps, there are more important things that i can also share a passion too like God, My parents, Baby and my own developements to survive in the economy.

more time with her pls..

Earlier in the week, a classmate of mine got me to join a team to assist them in marketing aspects. I was flattered, but it was a perfect opportunity to put my marketing knowledge to test. I wont reveal much about it other than we are really going to develop something and we are joining in the Singapore Startup competition organised by NUS.

marketing-strategy

Life certainly has many struggles, this will be my struggle to improve myself. I must put my heart in everything i do, hopefully i have have some success to benefit from. Failures are what i want to face now, as it is only through failures that makes me stronger. My msn nickname is Yubz Revived since the msn messenger was first available. Reviving is my personal trait. I love to make comebacks, as i simply love to win in anything i do. It’s time for another Yubz Revival!