After months of countless assignments and the recent exams, i am finally having my one week break. JAWS has been growing well so far, but somehow the growth also made me even more paranoid about every little detail about the team. Although it’s been 2 months, we are doing very fine on the field and well supported by everyone connected to JAWS SC. Made the decision to make some developments with regards to the website and joining social leagues. However, budget is pretty tight and i really hope that a sponsor will be interested in assisting us as i believe that besides playing football every week, our communication strategies are increasing interactive and things can only improve with time.
All year, my family has been getting many problems. With my beloved grandma going to Boyan for some time, i hope by the time she comes back some of the family problems will be settled by then. Being the eldest at home certainly brought me more responsibilities and i am still learning how to improve as a son, grandson, elder and a positive influence. Nothing hurts me more than to see my own parents being sad and i also wish that things will turn out fine for my other beloved uncles and aunties that are facing a difficult phase at this moment. At least for today, i managed to be of some help to one of them and although i felt a little proud of it, i kept thinking that it’s God’s will. Talked to one of my cousin last night and somehow managed to gave him a piece of my mind about certain issues. All i want is really to emulate the respect and responsibility showed by our parents and to be that ‘bridge’ for my dear cousins to help them to cope with life and learning that family means more than everything, except God.
I feel blessed to only worry about my studies currently with really understanding parents and girlfriend by my side. At least for the last semester, i can safely say that i am finding my ‘groove’ in studying finally. All of these seemed to signal to me that i can going through a very different phase in life before i really started working after my studies. Maybe the Almigthy is preparing me for the next stage? All bless to God that i am able to appreciate the finer things and people in life now. My passion in soccer involves in managing JAWS to greater heights, while my family status is developing very well. My relationship with my more-than-6 years sweetheart is beyond when i can asked for: understanding, considerate, patient and still full of love. My lovely cousins are growing as a group and still value our gatherings so much. My studies also improving with more time and effort while i do my best to remember and remind myself of God to be thankful for all the lessons in life and good things that happen for my family. I miss Abang and i really hope to catch up some ‘brotherly’ time outside together with Ming as well someday…
Initially, i didnt think there was much to blog about and i was wrong. As for now, i will continue enjoying my short holiday and pray for the best that my whole family really manage to solve their domestic issues soon…
Lastly, i just wanna say this ( i dunno why!) : Papa and Mama, i really love both of you so much. I will conceal the words to describe my gratitude towards the great job of up-bring me as a person for one special day. I can only hope to be as good as both of you being a parent myself in future. Thank you so much…
